Another Life lesson....This is a tough one. We are to love with patience and love with kindness. As the years go by, routines have made a comfortable nest in the midst of our hopes and dreams.
Every so often we rebel, take stock of the situation and request change. Depending on how powerful the persuasion of claiming change is we think we got somewhere and the routine continues, while we are hopeful. Years later, no longer holding on, to much knowledge of the real state of the affair, and after countless notes on how to say what no longer will stay silent or can be persuaded away and no seeming success through prayer I realized something!  An answer, gently it has been waiting for as long as I had started writing the notes, tweaking them so not to get lost in anger, disappointment and hurt.... until I could see....not the way I had hoped, but answered and it came in the form of understanding that I would have to do it myself, take a stand, so that I can move forward towards the way I want my hopes and dreams to become the reality that has meaning in my Life.
All too often the answer is waiting patiently inside of us, gently and softly it tries to let us know we had been heard. It is up to us to connect within us, to know that what comes in the form of tender thoughts and wishes for our Life is right and good, and rebelling from the inside is a way to recognize that we are loosing sight of our hopes and dreams. They are the road map to all that we have inside, and to quite them for the sake of powerful persuasion..well that is not the road to travel, for on that road we cannot see that all the lessons allow us chances to grow, understand that we are never left alone, but loved in a way that we should want to love ourselves and hopes, dreams....they are like the air we breathe.
~ Loosing sight of what matters is consequential ~




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